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[00:00.00]4:44 (Explicit) - Jay-Z
[00:00.26]Written by：Shawn Carter/Dion Wilson/Kanan Keeney
[00:00.52]Do I find it so hard
[00:04.93]When I know in my heart
[00:09.46]I'm letting you down everyday
[00:14.89]Letting you down everyday
[00:20.53]Why do I keep on running away
[00:55.78]Look
[00:56.82]I apologize often womanize
[00:59.49]Took for my child to be born
[01:00.89]See through a woman's eyes
[01:02.18]Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles
[01:04.89]Took me too long for this song
[01:06.32]I don't deserve you I harass you out in Paris
[01:10.61]Please come back to Rome you make it home
[01:13.56]We talked for hours when you were on tour
[01:15.85]Please pick up the phone pick up the phone
[01:18.90]Said don't embarrass me instead of be mine
[01:21.54]That was my proposal for us to go steady
[01:24.27]That was your 21st birthday you mature faster than me
[01:27.99]I wasn't ready so I apologize
[01:30.75]I've seen the innocence leave your eyes
[01:32.77]I still mourn this death I apologize for all the stillborns
[01:36.85]'Cause I wasn't pressing your body wouldn't accept it
[01:39.77]I apologize to all the woman whom I
[01:42.59]Toyed with you emotions because I was emotionless
[01:45.15]I apologize 'cause at your best you are love
[01:49.53]And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about
[01:52.93]Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed
[01:55.84]And you stare blankly into space
[01:57.56]Thinking of all the time you wasted in on all this basic sh*t
[02:00.97]So I apologize
[02:17.67]I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should
[02:36.23]I apologize our love was one for the ages and I contained us
[02:41.82]And all this ratchet sh*t and we more expansive now
[02:44.58]Meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
[02:46.65]Or sleep with our back turned
[02:48.90]We're supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn
[02:51.54]We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops
[02:54.36]And then we end a space with a dark stop
[02:56.97]And let love light the way
[02:59.52]Like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face
[03:02.42]I never wanted another woman to know
[03:03.92]Something about me that you didn't know
[03:06.11]I promised I cried I couldn't hold
[03:08.60]I suck at love I think I need a do over
[03:10.84]I will be emotionally available if I invited you over
[03:14.13]I stew over what if you over my sh*t
[03:24.57]I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should
[03:35.41]And if my children knew I don't even know what I would do
[03:41.07]If they ain't look at me the same
[03:43.70]I would prolly die with all the shame
[03:45.97]You did what with who
[03:47.94]What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate
[03:51.42]You risked that for Blue
[03:54.29]If I wasn't a superhero in your face
[03:56.83]My heart breaks for the day I had to explain my mistakes
[04:00.40]And the mask goes away and Santa Claus is fake
[04:05.86]And you go online and see
[04:07.78]For Blue's tooth the tooth fairy didn't pay
[04:28.75]I'm never gonna treat you like I should