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[00:00.00]Dear Alcohol (Mega Remix|Explicit) - Dax/Atlus/Kelsie Watts/Carly Pearl/ERV ELLO/SkyDxddy/Trippz/Kayla Rae/Common Tribe/TROY/Phix/KC Makes Music/Official DJ Aaron
[00:08.00]Lyrics by：Alex Nour/Daniel Nwosu Jr.
[00:10.00]Composed by：Alex Nour/Daniel Nwosu Jr.
[00:12.01]Produced by：Lex Nour
[00:13.15]LexNour
[00:14.03]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[00:18.82]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[00:22.66]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[00:27.11]I got wasted
[00:30.20]I got wasted just to fill my head with lies
[00:33.62]Feelin' like Superman the Henny makes me fly
[00:38.21]Until I wake up as the sun sets
[00:40.74]I pick up that bottle tell me what's another regret
[00:44.06]I'm addicted to the buzz I've tried hard to give you up
[00:48.38]But nothin' seems to work right now I'm feelin' stuck
[00:51.91]Promised my loved ones that I was done but
[00:55.86]We both know I ain't done 'cause
[00:58.23]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[01:03.15]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[01:07.03]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[01:11.47]I got wasted
[01:14.39]I keep sayin' I'ma change but I can't stay away
[01:17.80]'Cause there's a hole inside my heart that's growin' every day
[01:21.49]So I medicate I take it straight tryna find a remedy to numb the pain
[01:29.46]Keep prayin' help me find a way to heal me before I suffocate
[01:36.82]Come find me I'm about to break open a bottle and chase it all away
[01:42.71]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[01:47.48]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[01:51.31]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[01:55.76]I got wasted
[01:56.82]I got wasted
[01:59.02]It's a quick high then a long low and you call me tryna come home
[02:06.22]But I can't be your only remedy tryna save you is gon' kill me
[02:12.74]So write it down put it in a song
[02:16.23]Hope you pour it out we'd all feel less alone
[02:19.91]'Stead of gettin' wasted waste your time makin' somethin' real
[02:23.61]You can turn your waste to power helpin' other people heal
[02:26.94]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[02:31.30]Yeah
[02:31.65]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[02:35.70]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[02:39.98]I got wasted
[02:42.00]I'm passed out and it's like I'm in a war
[02:45.77]Life is passin' while I'm wasted on the floor
[02:49.32]See I've been drownin' in a life without no passion
[02:52.79]Copin' with this drink and I know it's tragic
[02:56.82]I wanna feel real life I want some real kisses feel the real touch
[03:02.83]Find a real Mrs. 'til the fog is gone
[03:06.51]With God as my witness I'ma sober up I'ma sober up
[03:11.37]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[03:16.04]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[03:19.96]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[03:24.27]I got wasted
[03:26.74]Just one more shot of whiskey then I'll put the bottle down
[03:30.21]The warmth that it provides me is the best thing that I have found
[03:33.97]And I know that it can't kill me 'cause I'm already dead
[03:37.32]And I would do anything to drown these thoughts inside my head
[03:41.18]I'm messed up f**ked up and I only disappoint
[03:45.30]My mental health doesn't give me much a choice
[03:48.97]Drunk in the crowds gettin' lost in all the noise
[03:52.54]If someone screams and no one hears do they even have a voice
[03:55.55]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[04:00.39]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[04:04.29]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[04:08.64]I got wasted
[04:11.70]I spent half my life drinkin' other half over-thinkin'
[04:15.21]Blame it on a disposition and a family full of addiction
[04:18.91]Some say it's already written I guess the first step is admittin'
[04:21.57]It's hard bein' sober and dealin' with feelings
[04:23.46]Now I ain't a quitter but things have been different yeah
[04:26.39]No more bottles still catchin' waves in and out we gon' turn the bass
[04:30.02]Used to buy into bein' an addict until I learned another way
[04:33.79]I've been findin' my balance lettin' go of my malice
[04:37.37]Here's a toast to the challenge yeah
[04:39.87]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[04:44.69]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[04:48.48]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[04:52.86]I got wasted
[04:55.51]On the rocks straight up so I don't feel a thing
[04:58.52]I'd rather deal wit' it the next day than feel the pain
[05:02.35]Try to find another way go to sleep and fly away
[05:06.06]But I close my eyes and I can't escape
[05:09.81]Just a bad b***h with some issues I can't seem to solve
[05:13.47]Always end up hurtin' anyone who get involved
[05:17.11]And I tried but I'm no good at lovin' you
[05:20.70]Said I was busy but I really just stayed at home
[05:24.05]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[05:28.94]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[05:32.83]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[05:37.22]I got wasted
[05:39.82]Since you've been gone I've been sippin' into my sorrows
[05:43.54]One last bottle then tomorrow I'll be sober but I
[05:47.84]I can't escape this hole that I've been diggin' in
[05:51.49]All my demons fightin' wars that I can't really win
[05:54.37]So I bite my tongue and hit the wall until I bleed
[05:58.20]Trapped in my thoughts until it's hard for me to breathe
[06:02.51]And I know it's hard for you to see
[06:05.13]But this liquor's got a hold on me
[06:08.48]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[06:13.32]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[06:17.09]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[06:21.54]I got wasted
[06:22.87]Ooh
[06:24.07]Every time I look in the mirror all I see oh-whoa
[06:31.03]Is somebody just wonderin' why they always leave
[06:37.29]Ooh-hoo instead of dealin' with it and feelin' it
[06:41.51]I tell myself I don't need someone when it's all that I need
[06:51.28]Oh deep down I'm so lonely
[06:53.07]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[06:57.56]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[07:01.01]Ooh
[07:01.50]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[07:05.84]I got wasted
[07:08.25]At 14 I had my first OJ and vodka and thought I was so G
[07:11.91]But that quickly turned into poppin' these pills
[07:13.82]And mixin' my drink with the c*****e
[07:16.24]But then I OD'd I shoulda listened when they told me
[07:19.43]Now when I drink
[07:20.23]I get to sendin' you these messages just 'cause I'm lonely
[07:23.33]And it ain't 'cause I'm wasted it's because I'm lost I need you to call
[07:30.72]And I don't know no other way to take away the pain
[07:34.42]I'm 'bout to fall
[07:37.08]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[07:41.77]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[07:45.80]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[07:50.14]I got wasted
[07:52.12]You ever look back to a certain time and try to reminisce
[07:54.82]And all you get is little flashes a piece of the past
[07:56.63]And as each year pass you start to realize
[07:58.55]The only thing that last is the bottom of a glass
[08:00.27]And your friendships' plastic oh well that s**t happens
[08:03.13]But what about when you can't even make it through the day
[08:05.04]And your hands start shakin' your girlfriend left
[08:06.78]And your parents pray for your safety
[08:08.40]Not just pray
[08:08.99]But the type that would make even atheists' feel like it's somethin' to faith
[08:11.85]'Cause maybe only God knows what it takes
[08:13.45]Maybe only I know how to break it
[08:15.01]But I can't 'cause I'm caged in the shell of a man right now
[08:17.38]I don't really wanna hear it hurt the people that are dearest
[08:20.17]And it took my soul that's why they call it spirits
[08:21.93]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[08:26.16]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[08:30.07]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[08:34.41]I got wasted
[08:37.52]You drink the bottle to feel okay you thought the pain woulda went away
[08:41.06]Tired of the emptiness feelin' you filled it with drink to drown out the pain
[08:44.23]But you didn't know the things you was losin' in life
[08:47.49]You couldn't face any problems
[08:48.84]Now facin' the bottle and it cost you losin' your life
[08:51.26]Left me alone on this earth
[08:52.93]And I need advice for the problems I have
[08:54.98]Sometimes I just wanna pour me a drink
[08:56.66]But then I remember the power it has soon as you take that first drink
[09:00.40]You take it and then it will take you
[09:02.43]I wish you coulda found help or I wish that I could've saved you
[09:06.01]You was the one that was drinkin'
[09:07.79]But you'll never know what it did to me
[09:09.69]I buy me a 5th and I get to thinkin'
[09:11.49]And pour it all out in ya memory
[09:13.31]I'm glad that you're finally happy now I'm the one who'll suffer
[09:17.16]You was the one with the problem
[09:18.73]Now you're gone and I'll never recover hm
[09:20.50]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[09:25.22]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[09:28.99]Oh no no
[09:29.56]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[09:32.30]No no no
[09:33.69]I got wasted
[09:34.70]I got wasted
[09:35.29]I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight
[09:40.02]My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright
[09:43.87]I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize
[09:48.29]I got wasted
[09:49.24]I got wasted