[ti:HAPPY]
[ar:NF]
[al:HOPE]
[by:]
[00:00.00]HAPPY - NF
[00:01.08]Lyrics by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
[00:02.47]Composed by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
[00:06.60]Dear God please
[00:10.82]Hear me out I know it's been a couple years
[00:15.52]Since I've reached
[00:19.87]Out and said hello I bet you're wondering
[00:24.77]Why I keep
[00:28.69]Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
[00:33.76]When I should be
[00:38.04]Living life and soaking up the memories
[00:42.54]I know I've been selfish I have
[00:46.94]No excuse to give you it's true
[00:51.49]Hanging by a thread's how I live
[00:55.91]I don't know why but I feel more comfortable
[01:00.46]Living in my agony
[01:03.12]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[01:09.55]Care what anyone else thinks
[01:12.15]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
[01:18.56]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
[01:22.93]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[01:27.40]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
[01:32.21]Who I'd be if I was happy
[01:35.87]Yeah been this way so long
[01:37.47]It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
[01:39.63]I got some issues that I won't address
[01:41.98]I got some baggage I ain't open yet
[01:44.22]I got some demons I should put to rest
[01:46.58]I got some traumas that I can't forget
[01:48.69]I got some phone calls I've been avoiding
[01:51.01]Some family members I don't really connect with
[01:53.24]Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip
[01:55.55]Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips
[01:57.77]Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
[02:00.07]Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes
[02:02.29]I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
[02:04.71]And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
[02:06.96]Losing hope heading down a dangerous road
[02:09.23]Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm
[02:12.91]Living in my agony
[02:15.65]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[02:21.93]Care what anyone else thinks
[02:24.51]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
[02:31.01]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
[02:35.43]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[02:39.93]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
[02:44.75]Who I'd be if I was happy
[02:50.48]Don't know what's around the bend
[02:54.99]Don't know what my future is
[02:59.36]But I can't keep on living in
[03:07.38]Living in my agony
[03:10.09]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't
[03:16.30]Care what anyone else thinks
[03:18.90]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
[03:25.35]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
[03:29.75]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
[03:34.22]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
[03:39.11]Who I'd be if I was happy
[03:50.18]If I was happy
[03:59.11]If I was happy