[ar:BoyWithUke]
[ti:Understand (Clean)]
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[al:Serotonin Dreams (Clean)]
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[00:00.10]Understand (Clean) - BoyWithUke
[00:00.20]Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
[00:00.30]Composed by：BoyWithUke
[00:00.55]Girl I hope you understand
[00:02.45]I wanted to hold your hand
[00:04.80]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
[00:09.68]And you knew I fell for you but you
[00:12.43]Just broke my heart in two
[00:14.16]I was sad mad and broken on my bed
[00:16.72]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[00:19.03]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
[00:21.26]When I was met with a prescription
[00:22.51]Of a bullet made of lead
[00:23.60]And when I woke up in an hour
[00:24.75]In a pool of my own sweat
[00:25.92]I said I swear to God
[00:26.89]I'll never even try to sleep again
[00:28.18]So instead I took my pen
[00:29.26]And started writing evidence
[00:30.15]And when I started making sense
[00:31.68]I found that I had reached the end
[00:32.81]Oh I'm upset I have no friends
[00:33.88]You wanna bet you're just pretend
[00:34.95]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
[00:37.14]You're not s**t
[00:37.84]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways I swear I did
[00:41.66]I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
[00:46.26]They were my neighbors razor blades
[00:48.64]And different flavored pills I hid
[00:50.92]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
[00:53.37]I'm so gassed stuck in the past
[00:55.66]I said that
[00:56.55]Girl I hope you understand
[00:58.37]I wanted to hold your hand
[01:00.57]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
[01:05.54]And so far I never held you with my arms
[01:08.31]So it's hard to be the one you aren't
[01:10.58]With instead filled with anxiety
[01:12.83]Always was a part of me guess
[01:14.17]I'm not cut out to be
[01:15.15]Somebody 'cause it's not me
[01:16.11]I'm not used to all the talk it was an introvert
[01:17.81]That had converted feelings into writing
[01:19.47]Used to cope with all my problems
[01:20.53]Using notes and lots of rhyming
[01:21.75]Used to hope for better days
[01:22.81]Whenever nights would have me crying
[01:24.26]I'm not lying when I say that
[01:25.43]I would rather die than go back
[01:26.66]To the times I would try be the guy the people know
[01:29.05]I was fighting with the demons hiding
[01:30.27]Far beyond my eyelids
[01:31.20]On an island full of violence in my head
[01:32.75]I had two pilots
[01:33.76]Oh the sun don't shine the skies turn gray
[01:36.74]I feel it coursing through my veins
[01:38.94]I said before I'm not okay
[01:41.32]But you don't listen anyway
[01:43.39]You know I tried you turned away
[01:45.73]Straight out lied right to my face
[01:48.00]You f**ked my life ruined my day
[01:50.55]But you don't know so I'll say
[01:52.76]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
[01:57.35]Nobody cares you lied it's no fair you still deny it
[02:01.15]So I'll say
[02:01.95]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
[02:05.54]And you don't know so I'll say
[02:06.73]Nobody cares you lied it's no fair you still deny it
[02:10.43]So I'll say
[02:11.42]Girl I hope you understand
[02:12.89]I wanted to hold your hand
[02:15.19]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
[02:20.09]And too bad I know I can't wake up
[02:22.44]Because I lost my weight and you don't give a f**k
[02:24.69]About me this could be a dream I can't see
[02:27.74]The things that you see so please oh
[02:29.73]Girl I hope you understand
[02:31.65]I wanted to hold your hand
[02:33.83]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
[02:38.71]And you know I'll play along you
[02:41.35]In my home I wrote you songs
[02:43.19]And now you're dead to me effectively
[02:45.67]Removed yourself outside my dream