[ti:Destruction of Myself]
[ar:From Ashes to New]
[al:From Ashes to New]
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[00:00.00]Destruction of Myself - From Ashes to New
[00:23.14]I close my eyes and make believe
[00:25.07]I'm anywhere but here
[00:26.88]It grows inside and makes me see
[00:28.80]I'm nowhere even near
[00:30.67]Although I've tried there's no rewind
[00:32.46]I cannot disappear
[00:34.49]I think it's time that
[00:35.83]I realize it's me inside that mirror
[00:38.35]'Cuz everything I do reflects on me
[00:40.23]And every path I choose effects me deep
[00:42.35]These scars are from the wounds I've left on me
[00:44.20]Only I fit the shoes that get the best of me
[00:46.24]Nothings ever new made a mess of me
[00:48.03]It's all I ever do it's oppressing me
[00:50.17]I'm hiding from the truth to the best degree
[00:51.80]But it's never out of view it's my destiny
[00:57.97]Brought down and beat down
[00:59.55]Destruction of dealing with myself
[01:05.53]Nothing and no one now it's done
[01:08.30]And I'm the one who fell
[01:12.77]Who Fell
[01:16.98]It's my own hand that made me
[01:18.40]Fall there's no one else to blame
[01:20.54]I try to stand outside these walls
[01:22.49]And wish I felt the pain
[01:24.39]I try to cry but can't
[01:25.93]Because I've dealt with this for days
[01:28.32]I'll die the man I am after all
[01:30.31]I'm selfish in my ways
[01:32.14]There's nothing you can do to save me now
[01:34.17]It's something that I choose
[01:35.00]And it weighs me down
[01:36.06]It's coming and ensues to play me now
[01:38.04]Can't run from what I grew it's made me how
[01:39.85]I look to all of you afraid beat down
[01:41.98]Tattered and abused it remains renowned
[01:43.84]It's nothing no new news
[01:44.70]How it's made me drown
[01:45.75]There's nothing left to lose no escaping now
[01:51.67]Brought down and beat down
[01:53.30]Destruction of dealing with myself
[01:59.26]Nothing and no one now it's done
[02:01.96]And I'm the one who fell
[02:05.86]And I'm still
[02:06.93]Brought down and beat down
[02:08.60]Destruction of dealing with myself
[02:11.23]Destruction of dealing with myself
[02:12.75]Who can gose mountain hill
[02:14.53]Nothing and no one now it's done
[02:17.31]And I'm the one who fell
[02:19.38]The one who Fell
[02:20.84]I'm the one
[02:21.93]Who Fell
[02:26.65]The destruction of myself stems
[02:28.20]From no one's actions but my own
[02:30.42]Everything I do with every breath
[02:32.53]I breathe it's a mistake
[02:35.65]Every time I try
[02:37.87]Every time I try to overcome I fail
[02:41.64]Failure to the fullest
[02:43.60]Everything I do is foolish
[02:45.44]Careless and clueless
[02:47.19]I try to stop but still I do this
[02:49.29]Reckless I choose this
[02:50.98]These self inflicted scars and bruises
[02:53.11]Helpless and ruined
[02:54.94]Left for dead and rendered useless
[02:58.88]Brought down and beat down
[03:00.52]Destruction of dealing with myself
[03:06.49]Nothing and no one now it's done
[03:09.06]And I'm the one who fell
[03:13.01]And I'm still
[03:14.17]Brought down and beat down
[03:15.85]Destruction of dealing with myself
[03:18.28]Destruction of dealing with myself
[03:19.85]You can gose mountian hill
[03:21.84]Nothing and no one now it's done
[03:24.55]And I'm the one who fell
[03:26.22]I'm the one who fell
[03:28.01]I'm the one
[03:29.11]Who Fell