[ti:Hate Myself]
[ar:NF]
[al:The Search]
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[00:00.00]Hate Myself - NF
[00:00.53]Lyrics by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.06]Composed by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.59]I don't see you like I should
[00:05.45]You look so misunderstood
[00:10.86]And I wish I could help
[00:14.02]But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:17.41]Pray to God with my arms open
[00:21.46]If this is it then I feel hopeless
[00:26.83]And I wish I could help
[00:30.01]But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:32.23]Yeah late nights are the worst for me
[00:34.20]They bring out the worst in me
[00:35.72]Mind runnin' got me feelin' like it hurts to think
[00:37.73]If this is all that I wanted I don't want it gotta be more for me
[00:40.13]All the core beliefs
[00:41.21]And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it
[00:43.25]'Cause I'm at war with peace
[00:44.17]I go to Hell walk up to the corpse of me
[00:46.06]Look at the body like
[00:46.83]You ain't nothin' but poor and weak
[00:48.10]It's kinda weird
[00:48.94]Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is
[00:51.25]If I pour the drink
[00:52.03]That's more deceit more defeat
[00:53.54]Is this really what I'm born to be
[00:55.01]That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
[00:56.60]So poor but I'm so wealthy
[00:58.22]Need help but you can't help me
[00:59.63]What else can the world sell me
[01:01.12]Tell me lies I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
[01:03.65]But it's not healthy
[01:05.53]I don't see you like I should
[01:09.45]You look so misunderstood
[01:14.78]And I wish I could help
[01:17.99]But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:21.39]Pray to God with my arms open
[01:25.47]If this is it then I feel hopeless
[01:30.78]And I wish I could help
[01:33.93]But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:36.29]Yeah late nights get the best of me
[01:38.30]They know how to get to me
[01:39.62]Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:42.13]But I don't wanna die I just wanna get relief
[01:44.04]So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:46.19]What is success when hope has left you
[01:48.27]I am not a spokesman I'm a broken record
[01:50.18]I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself agh
[01:52.61]Come across like it's so easy
[01:54.23]But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.73]When I feel like you don't need me
[01:57.12]Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:58.64]And my life has no meaning drain me
[02:00.71]Hands out tryna ask for love
[02:02.11]But when I get it I just pass it up
[02:03.66]Throw it away and think about it later
[02:04.97]Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:06.05]Wish I could give you what you needed but I can't
[02:07.85]I'm scared because
[02:09.57]I don't see you like I should
[02:13.44]You look so misunderstood
[02:18.79]And I wish I could help
[02:22.01]But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:25.41]Pray to God with my arms open
[02:29.31]If this is it then I feel hopeless
[02:34.78]And I wish I could help
[02:38.05]But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.69]I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.68]Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.49]Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.64]Can't stand who I am but it don't matter
[02:48.57]We scream to be free but I stay captured
[02:50.67]Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:52.41]Feel weak but the peace that I keep lacking
[02:54.59]Keeps speakin' to me but I can't have it
[02:59.69]But I can't have it
[03:02.72]Keeps speakin' to me but I can't have it
[03:07.69]But I can't have it
[03:10.71]Keeps speakin' to me but I can't have it
[03:13.57]I don't see you like I should
[03:17.40]You look so misunderstood
[03:22.85]And I wish I could help
[03:26.00]But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:29.35]Pray to God with my arms open
[03:33.61]If this is it then I feel hopeless
[03:38.85]And I wish I could help
[03:42.02]But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:47.62]Hate myself
[03:50.05]But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:55.61]Hate myself
[03:57.94]But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:03.30]When I hate myself
[04:05.86]It's kinda hard when I hate myself
[04:11.26]I hate myself
[04:14.40]It's hard when I hate myself