[ti:The Search]
[ar:NF]
[al:Under the Radar (Explicit)]
[by:]
[offset:0]
[00:00.28]The Search - NF
[00:00.67]Lyrics by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
[00:01.33]Composed by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
[00:02.07]Produced by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
[00:02.82]Hey Nate
[00:03.69]How's life
[00:04.65]I don't know it's alright
[00:06.49]I've been dealin' with some things
[00:07.58]Like every human being
[00:08.38]And really didn't sleep much last night
[00:10.31]Last night
[00:10.89]I'm sorry
[00:11.64]That's fine
[00:12.70]I just think I need a little me time
[00:14.56]I just think I need a little free time
[00:16.45]Little break from the shows
[00:17.44]And the bus rides bus rides
[00:18.51]Yeah
[00:18.98]Last year I had a breakdown
[00:20.49]Thoughts tellin' me
[00:21.28]I'm lost gettin' too loud
[00:22.45]Had to see a therapist
[00:23.36]Then I found out
[00:24.42]Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house
[00:26.26]Yeah I started thinkin'
[00:27.17]Maybe I should move out
[00:28.25]You know pack my cart
[00:29.39]Take a new route
[00:30.43]Clean up my yard
[00:31.32]Get the noose out
[00:32.31]Hang up my heart
[00:33.49]Let it air out air out
[00:34.83]I've been searchin'
[00:35.79]What does that mean
[00:36.35]Nate
[00:36.62]I've been learning
[00:37.60]Grabbin' my keepsakes
[00:38.58]Leavin' my burdens
[00:39.59]Well I brought a few with me
[00:40.84]I'm not perfect
[00:41.76]Lookin' at the view
[00:42.21]Like this concerns me
[00:43.74]Pickin' up the cues
[00:44.36]Right I'm quite nervous
[00:45.55]Hate it when I lose sight
[00:46.66]Life gets blurry and things might hurt me
[00:48.60]It's prolly gonna be a long journey
[00:50.21]But hey hey
[00:51.14]It's worth it though
[00:52.03]Cold world out there
[00:52.81]Kids grab your coats
[00:53.88]It's been a minute
[00:54.54]I know
[00:54.97]Now I'm back to roam
[00:55.99]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
[00:57.93]Pretty vivid
[00:58.40]I admit it
[00:58.98]I'm in classic mode
[00:59.94]Don't need pity given to me
[01:00.85]But I can't condone
[01:01.91]Talkin' down to me
[01:02.63]I'ma have to crack your nose
[01:03.92]For crackin' jokes
[01:04.54]I'm lookin' for the map to hope
[01:05.66]You seen it
[01:06.22]You seen it
[01:06.77]Been makin' a whole lot of changes
[01:08.31]Wrote a song about that you should play it
[01:10.25]I get scared
[01:10.92]When I walk on these stages
[01:11.96]I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah
[01:14.57]That's when
[01:15.03]I start to get anxious
[01:16.71]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
[01:18.66]That's when I put on my makeup
[01:20.03]And drown in self-hatred
[01:20.78]Forget what I'm saying and
[01:23.48]Where da beat go
[01:24.62]Oh ain't that somethin'
[01:26.06]Drums came in
[01:26.90]You ain't see that comin'
[01:28.24]Hands on my head
[01:28.97]Can't tell me nothin'
[01:29.86]Got a taste of the fame
[01:30.96]Had to pump my stomach
[01:32.12]Throw it back up like I don't want it
[01:34.08]Wipe my face
[01:34.89]Clean off my vomit
[01:36.09]OCD tryna push my buttons
[01:37.92]I said don't touch it
[01:39.12]Now y'all done it
[01:40.17]I can be critical
[01:41.06]Never typical
[01:41.68]Intricate with every syllable
[01:42.94]I'm a criminal
[01:43.65]Intimate but never political
[01:44.85]Pretty visual
[01:45.68]Even if you hate it
[01:46.52]I'll make it feel like you're in it
[01:47.68]Though
[01:47.82]You call me what you wanna
[01:48.78]But never call me forgettable
[01:49.71]Leave you deep in thought
[01:50.45]I could never swim in the kiddie pool
[01:51.58]Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic
[01:53.04]It's beautiful
[01:53.46]Man I don't know if
[01:54.30]I'm makin' movies or music videos
[01:55.61]Videos videos videos
[01:57.16]Yeah the sales can rise
[01:57.93]Doesn't mean much though
[01:58.88]When your health declines
[01:59.85]See we've all got somethin'
[02:01.05]That we trapped inside
[02:01.88]That we try to suffocate
[02:02.85]You know hopin' it dies
[02:03.85]Try to hold it underwater
[02:04.85]But it always survives
[02:05.87]Then it comes up out
[02:06.69]Of nowhere like an evil surprise
[02:07.92]Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
[02:09.78]You don't relate to that
[02:10.83]Must not be as crazy as I am
[02:12.09]The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
[02:13.89]And what you feed it
[02:14.72]Can affect you in a powerful way
[02:15.88]It's pretty cool
[02:16.41]Right
[02:16.60]Yeah
[02:16.87]But it's not always safe
[02:17.86]Just hang with me
[02:18.55]This'll only take a moment
[02:19.41]Okay
[02:19.88]Just think about it for a second
[02:20.92]If you look at your face
[02:21.85]Every day when you get up
[02:22.90]And think you'll never be great
[02:23.77]You'll never be great
[02:24.73]Not because you're not
[02:25.38]But the hate
[02:25.83]Will always find a way
[02:26.62]To cut you up and murder your faith
[02:27.75]Woo
[02:28.48]I've been developin'
[02:29.03]Take a look at the benefits
[02:30.16]Nothin' to meddle with
[02:30.84]I can never be delicate
[02:32.12]Am I even relevant
[02:32.88]That depends how you measure it
[02:33.94]Take a measurement
[02:34.59]Then bag it up and give me the evidence
[02:36.00]Pretty evident
[02:36.54]Dependable can never be tentative
[02:37.82]I'm a gentleman
[02:38.52]Depending on if
[02:39.26]I think you're genuine
[02:40.01]Pretty elegant
[02:40.39]But not afraid to tell you to get a grip
[02:41.78]Proper etiquette
[02:42.54]I keep it to myself
[02:43.44]When I celebrate ah ah
[02:44.91]It's that time again
[02:45.94]Better grab your balloons
[02:46.96]And invite your friends
[02:47.94]Seatbelts back on
[02:48.88]Yeah
[02:49.13]Strap 'em in
[02:49.90]Look at me everybody
[02:50.90]I'm smilin' big
[02:51.88]On a road right now
[02:52.95]That I can't predict
[02:53.85]Tell me Tone that down
[02:54.91]But I can't resist
[02:55.95]Y'all know that sound
[02:56.80]Better raise your fist
[02:57.69]The search begins
[02:58.48]I'm back so enjoy the trip
[02:59.86]Ha ha ha ha ha